This is where i will post my personal feelings and issues. If you're interested, read it, if not, whatever i don't really care. Also if anyone ever needs anything i'm always here to help you out <3. Just go to my regular blog and write in my ask.
I’ve always had poor body image, just like most teenagers in America do. But My experience with my body has been horrible. I’ve scared it for the past 8 years and damaged it by thinking that being bulimic is good way to lose weight, and clearly it wasn’t since all that does is make you deathly sick.
I look around at all my friends, and I wanna look like them. I hate absolutely everything about how I look. I find nothing attractive about me what so ever. I hate my weight too. I;m almost 200 pounds and I feel so much heavier then I am. All of my friends are relatively skinny or in shape and me, well lets say I feel like I should be swimming at seaworld.
I wish I could lose weight not even to be skinny, but just to feel overall better about myself, but everytime I try, I fail. It sucks, I just wish I wasn’t me. I even look super fat in pictures, hence why I hate posting pictures of myself.
aghhhh I just wish I could be skinnier godfuckingdamnit, and alot better looking.