This is where i will post my personal feelings and issues. If you're interested, read it, if not, whatever i don't really care. Also if anyone ever needs anything i'm always here to help you out <3. Just go to my regular blog and write in my ask.
So, things have been different for me since I started Paul Mitchell beauty school. I don’t cut, make myself sick or feel useless. Its given my life meaning again, I just like making people feel beautiful, as everyone should. It puts a smile on my face. Things have gone wrong though. For instance, I girl i started school with committed suicide in January. It was extremely hard to deal with, but its been getting easier. I’ve made two great friends named Tracey and Maureen and I really care about them sosososo much! They make me look forward to going to school. All of this hard work, and yes Beauty school is hard work don’t be fooled, has helped me grow as an individual. It’s made me realize that I’m meant to do this and despite whatever anyone says, i’m not giving up on my dream, for anyone. I’ve gained a lot of confidence and respect for myself which is a plus! It hasn’t been an easy ride, and I’ve gained friends and lost them in the past few months because they were jerks but i’m not even upset about it because I don’t deserve that and im aware of that now. I’m doing great now and im almost done with school but I’m leave right now because I hurt my arm but hey, i’m just thinking of it as a mini vacation haha, okay I’m gonna stop rambling now because you all get the idea.
I love you all and remember, Stay strong because it WILL get better <3