August 24, 2011


I feel so weak today

Yesterday I saw my ex best friend for the first time in over a month. When I saw him I had a panic attack and left hysterical crying. I looked like such an ass but I couldn’t help it. I still want him in my life, sooooooo badly. I wanna work things out but all he cares about is his rep and what kids will think about him since I’m bi; he doesn’t want people to think he is gay, and I understand to an extent, but he doesn’t realize what he has done to me. All I wanna do now is just cry because he doesn’t give a fuck about me and all I do is still care about him and hope that he comes back to me. I want my best friend back, I want my little brother back /: